Listening to: Never Alone- BarlowGirl
Reading: hush hush
Playing: shimigami Ryuk and Rem
Eating: the soul and spirit away slowly, its yum lik Pocky
Drinking: despair,hope away from my heart
When a friends suffers what should you do? Look for obvious signs if of distress.
Tell them that they are never alone. But what should i know? I'm just a 17. What knowledge do i have to offer? I could offer him or her comfort. But what if in their reply they say their okay and dine that nothings wrong. So you just let it slide when you see your friend plaster a smile; just because they don't worry you. But the small shy voice in the back of your skull says differ. The shy voice tries to tell you," What! How could you! Are f****' blind!? Look at him/her! That's why you have f*** eyes! USE THEM! So must being a great friend." Then that voice mentally slaps you until its sure the next slap can decapate you.
You yell at that it and say should rise its voice the next. Then you find yourself cry in the corner of the room, telling yourself that your very stupid. Mentally and emotionally beating yourself up for not noticing the what was in front of them. Your friend is suffering so much, but don't acknowledge their sorrows? Cry yourself to sleep thinking that your idiotic will lose your friendship with person. Thinking what should you do? Figuring out that crying yourself out dry and to sleep doesn't help the situation, it makes it worse for you and those around you. And then questioning how can you make up to them? How could you help them is some sort? For a sure thing you know that you care for the person. You want them truly, entirely happy. Then you finally hit your resolution. Make them happy.
Show that you deeply care for them. Do whatever to make them happy. Show them how joyous you are when you see and to have as your friend. Tell them you WILL always love no matter what or what happens in the years to come. Show them the light of compassion and understand them. Never take them for granted. Because... maybe one day they will be gone. You cry out their name, you'll never get the reply back.
" You can not separate your part of me, thought your invisible and trust the unseen
I cry out with no reply and I can't feel you be my side
So I long to what I know, Your here... and never alone"
Never Alone- BarlowGirl